Wednesday, March 3, 2010

more I'm exposed

This feeling terrifies me, but I'm not running like we did before. The more I'm exposed, your compelling imperfections define.
how much I wish you the best.
Today I realized,
why we love, what love is, how love works.
It's more than you & me, I'm sorry it had to be that way.
Today I realized,
How much you aren't, by how much you are.
I'm over us, you & me.
You never loved me, & I'm okay with it.
Today,
I read a Blogg from Brandon's profile, I wouldn't for a single moment erase you from my memory. With out you, who I am wouldn't be possible. I fully understood why you where in my life, it's more than words can express. Just as my gratitude is. The only thing I can do to fully thank you, is by not. All the pain I felt for us, was really all for him. Just how much you don't care, is understood.
I will always love you, but not for what I once did, or even how I did. I'm grateful for more than just the change, but our time. Our memories are precious, nearly sacred. We we're never meant to be anything more than show n' tell.
Today I realized,
just how much every person really means to me, how much you meant to me. But most of all, what you honestly meant to me.

There is hope, love still in my life I will see. A little something like this:
Simple affections.
Ever more.

walking the same path
Each others strength.
What if I fall and hurt myself, would you know how to fix me. Lost, find me. Forgot who I am, remind me.

Congratulations Steph and Kale, you are my living hope.

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