wrist are cuffed

How am I feeling?
Like I was up till 6 am crying so hard, I wanted to puke. Like people say there's nothing wrong, but I definitely need 'help'. Like human beings throwing blame out, as if it was candy in a parade. Like I need to know you have forgiven me for the person I was to you, even that is so hard.

Like my wrist are cuffed and I'm still running from the dog.

Pretty sure, I've never felt so alone in my entire life. Definitely like, I've been listening to every one elts my entire life- I listened, I did, and became a zombie. So I'm pretty sure that I'm done listening, because that cost me my dreams. I've never been so sure that I admitted to your accusations, but you're not going to do anything to help me make the change, and like you're one to point a finger.

Thanks a hep, I don't give a shit.
So basically, I feel like it's best if I went away. Far away.
And I will, and I am.