couple hundred lovers, and one you!

I'm Brittany Elain Castlton.
I've got flaws:
I'm stubborn, I don't know how to hold my tong, I don't fake anything, I talk to much,  care to much, I'm not enthusiastic, I am selfish, & I need convictions. Hannah Hildreth is just that. I could tell you of all the wonderful people in this world that amaze me, and I look up to. How much they inspire me, however Hannah is more than amazement, and inspiration, she is my mirror on the wall. She tells me everything I don't want to admit, in just the way that not only do I hear her, but I listen to her:You don't need to write a letter, bite your tongue, or try to make anything right with any one; just start now, just start new. You don't need to tell any one your plans of making things new, just do it. You don't need to apologies to any one, or call any body out on anything, just make it new and fresh. No more negativity no matter how much they piss you off, no more talking bad about ANY ONE (every one has their reasons, even if no one knows what they are; we just have to accept that). It isn't a process, just make it happen and you will be rewarded for it (~Hannah Hildreth). She understands me threw every pore, more than I understand myself. She's helped me threw my changes in life, and pushes me threw changes I don't want to undergo. I honestly don't know where I would be in this life with out her, or how I mad it threw as far as I did before her. If only I could give back to her as much as she gives me.

"Some times we forget what it all means. Who they were to us. Some times we find the strangest company. And in the time of that company you believe in it forever more.
Then there's time., & life.
Not one person can be there for us all the time. But they time that they can cherish it, you never know how long it's going to last. Memory's aren't built, they are grown.
To those people,. past present and feucher., recognized & suddle,. for every thing we were, we are, we will yet be:

'&and i thought I loved you then,..'
I have a million best friends, couple hundred lovers, and one you!"

Thank you to all the amazing people in this world who have, do, and will take the time to care for me threw all my flaws. For being real people, and teaching me everything you could and can threw just being you. For being there to picking my sorry little ass back up again. I know I'm difficult, thank you for being patient.