Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Only love.

Simple blissfulness will not stop the thoughts. Processing them is well out of order now, worn out, broken. I'm so very board. Our relationship nurtured individual growth. Threw every imperfection the only reason simply just is (or was), & in the words of Jason Muraz: justifying the reasons why is an absolutely insane resolution to live by.
I get so much father, finding my self only closer. Improvement each time, however your hieroglyphics in the back of my mind. Changing my have to's, it's difficult to find a want to when we were so much. It's not you I should be so concerned about, new evidence for my selfishness. Perhaps our indifference. Vocalizing threw a music, literature, art. I'm so very board.

Each day brings beginning's, Society to impress. I'm so very board. Single occupies those over whelming plurals, & I miss only the love. He must be perfect absent of this 'list,' my crime filled step you where once before. Empowering my strength to believe.

Carefulness for what you wish for, days are never given back. Patients is a virtue, it's drying in a drought. I am so very board. Flaws diminishing.
*Dedicated song to note is : you still hurt me William Fitzsimmons.

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